I am scared….

I am scared of attachments, I am scared of my insecurities, I am scared of everything around, The darkness of night shows me eroded stares which are fading away as the sun comes up. Flowers are making me bleed.

I am struggling to pen down you in a poem.

I have to live because I can’t die…

I am just too tired of this, my mind is becoming mess, I just wanna lay on bed and never get up. Only moon knows about the sadness I have. It hurts every day, absence of someone who mattered the most. I fear how badly my precious soul can hurt. I am scared of being jealous and insecure because I know how easily people replace me. I am scared how bad and rude I can be. I am scared how can I hate a person who I valued too much.

I am scared about too often continuously lonely.