Do you know what’s the most painful thing? Loosing a friend, without actually knowing the reason why you lost them.
Path that a person takes to build a new relationship with a new person, and slowly getting attached to them, becoming close friends. It takes a lot of time, care, love, trust and unspoken bond to develop a friendly relation between those two people.
When we loose some close friend the pain get multiples to the love and care we had for that person. It takes years together to move on with that particular relationship. I am one of those who used to think Friendship is a pure relationship between two souls that vibe together. But at some point of life we have to come across a point where all these kind of filmy theories fail.
Now I became an elysian firefly,
Of starless sky.
A friend became a stranger,
Leaving me at the time of danger.
I will never forget the day,
But it was all a play.
When you treated me as an important person,
While planning a treason.
I hid my pain behind my smile,
It took a while.
I was wondering why I am fading,
I realized it was you who was intoxicating.
You were a shoe that didn't fit,
And I believe it's time for me to quit.
There was a point where I cried,
Leaving me terrified.
Reason was I didn't know what to do,
I don't have any idea why I lost you.
You changed like seasons,
Without leaving behind a reason.
Our memories are very bitter sweet,
That my heart wants that we could never meet.
A part of me thinks that we could be back together again,
But I don't wish we could be friends again.
Thank you so much for the times we were together,
That made me somewhat better.
I will keep you in my heart,
But I wish let's just stay far apart.